2005-07-28T03:24:00.000-07:00

It's 2:02 in the morning...I'm not tired..I'm perfectly content if I may say so myself. I'm listening to the song by James Blunt called "You're Beautiful." I really like that song, it's a song thats just filled with so much emotion...even though I cannot relate to the situation, I can feel the moment. If only there were more hopless romantics in the world :)
So lately I have been feeling like I'm going through one of thoes transition phases in my life. Kinda like I'm in the airport...but can't quite find what gate I'm supposed to be at...you know? It's funny, It actually seems like everyone I know is going through this same kind of thing...Every single person I know...Pregnancy, relationships, self discovery, financial...you name it. This is why reality shows are so much better in the summer...I think it's the heat that makes everyone absolutly insane. :)

What is really weird is that I can recognize all the lessons that everyone is learning from this ackward stage...and I can somewhat sense the directions that are going to take place now. It's kind of like the 4 years in high school that you look back on and realize how much growing you did as a person. I think we are getting closer to the next chapters in our lives. Some of the chapters have been long and drawn out, but they are finally comming to an end. New doors to be opened which hold new lessons to be learned, and tests to challange what we already know.

Jonny Depp was quoted in saying " I think the best thing to do is enjoy the ride while your on it." And isn't that the damn truth? I think thats what has been going on with me lately, I've always been pretty wrapped up in my own caios, as well as everyone elses, I haven't had the time to really appreciate the moment in general. Tonight is one of thoes nights where I really endulge in the feeling of this moment in time. Tonight I take the time to create mental snapshots of the bright, big, halfmoon hanging above the city. Tonight I take mental photos of my friends, my family, and myself. Moreover, tonight I think about what I'm going to want out of this next chapter of my life...And for anyone who can totally relate to these random thoughts...I suggest you do the same. Start doing things that you have lost touch with...and find your compleate and total self at this particular moment in time. Take time out to Reflect, Understand, Accept...and Enjoy the ride~

My life is brilliant